this morning #619.

this morning, he was quite confident that his lack of confidence was about to become an issue. in essence, the mission was simple. all he had to do was act normal, not reveal that he only had a rudimentary idea of what he was doing & pray that clarity would come, allowing him to overcome an imposter syndrome rooted in a reality of his own making. perhaps he’d taken on more responsibility than he could handle. perhaps he should’ve admitted it sooner, when he’d have looked like less of a fool. he’d been fooling them months though, far past the point where he thought he would’ve figured out how the hell C++ worked. youtube tutorials had taken him as far as they could.