this morning #1294.

this morning, i swept my hair off to the opposite side. though i totally knew the answer, i went to the mirror to see what i looked like with it parted in that direction anyhow. just as i expected. it looks freaky. i’ve been wearing it the other way for such a long time that any derivation seems dangerous. though it’s essentially the reverse of how i always wear it, it still fills me with dread. when all’s said, all i truly have to do is make the switch & get used to it. i tried to remind myself that i rocked some serious bangs back in the day. when i changed to my current hairstyle, that younger version of me didn’t hem & haw over it. he just went ahead & did it. i wish i had the courage of that kid.