this morning #962.

this morning, as soon as the sunshine hit my bedroom window, i was in the zone. tried to be, at least. wide awake for sure. of course, i took a few minutes for myself before i did anything else. laid there absorbing the warmth. laid there basking in the light. felt bright inside & out, suspected that today might be the start of something new or at least a better version of existence. i wasn’t expecting any sort of guarantee either way but i still tried to be hopeful. how could i not? the sun was up once again & for once i cared or was at least aware it was there. it was as if the sun had unlocked something primal. happiness perhaps? it has to be. i honestly don’t know what’s gotten into me.