this morning #755.

this morning, my first thought after waking up was so out of character that it scared the living shit out of me. on second thought, it wasn’t as if i was actually going to act on that thought so i suppose it wasn’t all that scary after all. i should’ve just left it at that but when my wife woke up i shared it with her. she made it clear to me that she believed it was a big deal. why would i want to do such a thing to her? i honestly had no explanation other than it must have leaked out of my dreams & into the daylight. she wasn’t an idiot though. she knew that dreams are a product of your waking life, confirming that i wanted to strangle her in her sleep. “not cool, bro.” in those exact words, she told me so.