this morning #569.

this morning, a multitude of motivating mistakes had made her more inclined to find the easy way out this time. new year. new goals. clean slate. that apocryphal saying that “the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over & over again and expecting a different result” was at the top of her thoughts. it was time to start plotting out a different course. no more slogging through the mud, thinking the reward was in the effort. if she could find a way to find reward in the results & do it with the lowest labor possible, she could make it through this year. the last two years had been full of so much unnecessary grit & spit. what did she have to show for it?