this morning #568.
this morning, the potential for a serious mental breakdown was clear to outside observers but he had the perfect plan. to outside observers though, either he or his plan were bound to break down, leaving him looking for answers. he was going to pack up the SUV & go away for a bit, camp out just off the road, see more of the country, specifically the regions sans snow. he tended to find himself when in motion & at the moment, he was feeling much more lost than usual. it would require a lot more driving than usual but if he could keep it together for the next few days & take the time to slow down his brain, he could dodge the desire to do something drastic.