this morning #373.

this morning, all through a short shower & a mess of mirror mugging, she considered all the things that could go wrong today. since she’d first introduced this practice to her mornings, this healthy routine of unhealthy thoughts had curiously brought a lot of clarity to her days. by imagining all the bad shit right off the bat & then discovering that most of it never materialized, she came out on the other side feeling lighter. at the end of most days, she thanked the lord for youtube goddesses’ wellness tips. if she hadn’t come across their videos, she’d still be expecting messes & having panic attacks at random intervals. maybe one day, she wouldn’t even have to imagine the bad shit at all.