this morning #353.

this morning, stuck in a sort of suspended animation, his eyes darted around the room trying to take in his surroundings, hoping to find an explanation for his dilemma. most likely, it was his adult-age intro to the world of sleep paralysis, a state likely brought on by the severe scarcity of sleep he’d recently been subjected to. with the devastating dissolution of his latest long-term relationship, his mind had begun to run amok nightly with thoughts of all he’d done wrong, all he should have done better, all he was now missing out on, all he was going to miss. now his mind was so overworked that his body went on pause. yep. that had to be the cause.