this morning #256.
this morning, seeing was believing but the blinds were shut & she was blind to the possibilities before her. tunnel vision had taken over. the way that she saw it, she was stuck in a vicious cycle of hope & despair, where there was no clear exit. next to all her time spent thinking about a way off the treadmill, she enjoyed cooking, hiking & traveling. all these people on all these dating sites were into all these same things. it was exhausting trying to find anyone who stood out. even when you did connect with someone unique, making something meaningful out of it was its own series of challenges. today wouldn’t be the day that she found true love but it would be the day she finally saw the light.