this morning #2014.

this morning, it was finally time for me to decide whether i wanted to take a break from tunneling down into the deepest depths of my despair. you know how it goes. the routine spiraling winter woes. adult-adapted emo behavior. it’s not as if i necessarily need to be on cloud nine all the time but i do feel like, given that i’m acutely aware of said despair, i should at least make an effort to address the creeping depression. make as much of an adjustment as i’m able. how though? right now though? i guess so. i guess i’ll try my best to go outside. live life in the limited daylight. maybe go out at night if the mood strikes. i don’t know though. it’s SO cold. much easier to stay inside. stay warm. cross my fingers & surf the winter misery.