this morning #197.
this morning, there was extra space appearing in her life & she used it to speed things up & get to the point without having to use up too much energy. it felt looser like this, an existence that would finally allow her to move about freely. ultimately, it was all a gimmick, a clever way to get by easier in a world that was feeling increasingly cramped all the time. that time was about to come to an end. she stretched her bare legs out on the couch, picked up her cell & made the phone call that would change more than a few people’s lives. with five words, she set it all in motion — “suck it. i fucking quit.”