this morning #1950.

this morning, i somehow found myself at a spa. me! at a SPA! attempting to push beyond my comfort zone for once. break new ground. massage. sauna. body scrub. the full package. i checked in with the most free love receptionist ever. she took my tea order. directed me to the locker room. i walked in & had to hold back a gasp at the shocking sight of humans of all ages in varied stages of undress. don’t know what i’d expected. guess it makes sense. i opted for a corner locker. smiled awkwardly as i scooted past the naked strangers. hurriedly disrobed. covered up with a towel & got out of there as quick as possible. spent the rest of the morning trying to balance the sense of relaxation with my ingrained shame.