this morning #1949.

this morning, the most fitting word to describe the way that i was feeling in the moment was “floating.” head clear. nothing but bliss up there. wide smile from realizing i’d shed all the junk that’d been tying me down. thank god. finally. got a song stuck in my head. that “walking on sunshine” track from the 80’s. cliche i know but so what? it fit my mood & i’m the only one who hears it. made me want to take a jaunty autumn walk to the coffee shop. first though, i had to call mom to share the joyous news. hope that she floats too. hope she grasps that she has her daughter back. for real this time. 99% sure. sure. she can be quite a skeptic. when i share what’s happened though, i feel like she’ll be on board this time. gotta believe.