this morning #1921.

this morning, despite what i’d previously told him about my experiences with it, he was still trying to get me to meditate. i told him i’d try one more time but also told him i was still highly skeptical. made him promise to be patient with me. when i arrived at his place & stepped inside, the shades were drawn. soft new age music flowed throughout the house & a subtle scent of incense added to the atmosphere. far different feel from all the other times i’d been here. mostly for parties, i guess. “can i get you a cup of tea?” as he dashed off to the kitchen to handle that, his cat slinked into the room & rubbed up on my leg. i tried rubbing her back but she jerked away. hissed at me. ultimately derailed my meditation session.