this morning #1836.

this morning, we seem to be at an major inflection point. by “we,” i mean the three of us. maybe the four of us if you want to count josh. i definitely don’t, so let’s not. he’s dead to me. here’s the deal: if we want to continue as a band, we need to come up with a well-thought-out plan. a future to move toward. wandering’s a wonderful way to live for a while but we’re adults now. grown-ass men. have been for quite some time. it’s amazing that we’ve been able to keep from imploding for this long. on stage, we’re great but we’re an unstable gas. by the end of last night’s show, i’d lost track of how many times i’d considered walking off mid-song. don’t get me wrong. i’m not giving up on us. i just need to know where we’re going.