this morning #1787.
this morning, while i’m not feeling nervous per se about us reuniting, i did have a random thought. hit me out of nowhere. what happens if, in a few weeks when i’m done with this job & we’re back in each other’s arms, we feel that something’s off? can we handle it? i mean, it’s not like i expect it to happen but it could. right? sorry if i sound paranoid, if i’m not being my usual, practical self. ever since we became a couple though, this is the longest that we’ve been apart. haven’t even been able to talk. every time i shut my eyes, i can hear the sound of your voice but is what i’m hearing real? i don’t know. i guess don’t sweat it. like i said…just a random thought. that’s all. hopefully it’ll be just like riding a bike. hopefully it’ll feel like home.