this morning #1500.
this morning, i was acting overly paranoid. i’ll admit that. it’s not like i was barking up the wrong tree though. my neighbor’s obviously a nut job. still, now, as night falls, it all seems silly. the gun. the locked doors & windows. the drawn curtains. i’d moved my car to the back lawn so i could keep an eye on it from my perch on the back porch. spent most of my day there. drinking. thinking whether the worry is worth it. i don’t know the dude from adam. all i know is that he’s a nazi lover who ain’t afraid to point a gun at someone. after losing his home, he’s desperate. i’ve seen tv shows about situations like this. nosy neighbor gets in over his head & winds up dead. i’d prefer to not be that strain of nosy neighbor.