this morning #1292.

this morning, i arrived at my desk casually late. nobody noticed. when i first woke up today, i debated whether i should even go into the office at all. this final week of the year is usually pretty useless. almost all the staff members are on vacation & those of us who are actually working are basically checked out. let’s not kid ourselves. the new year’s almost here. we’re all just killing & filling time until the all-important calendar reset arrives. dreaming of what we’re going to do differently once that time comes. i, for one, am going to be better about spending time with my children. the other day, the little one made me a card. told me she missed me. her words hit me in the worst way. i have to make that ok.