this morning #1068.

this morning, although i’ve been trying to pay attention to my constant craving for attention, keep tabs on it, possibly keep it in check, i’m still not sure what i aim to achieve by examining the issue over & over this way. so what if i often go out of my way to access human connection? i have a story to tell too & i need share it with others. my life’s full of meaning. if i want to let that be known, i will. nobody can stop me. i’m not the first one to act up with nary a care for another man’s feelings. do i do it too much? perhaps i do but i’d like to think i don’t. i’d like to believe i can live without a constant stream of approval. maybe not. i could just try being quiet. keep things between me & my thoughts.