this morning #1042.

this morning, the air that’d formed within this morning mist hung thick all around us. as a side effect though, it’d opened up my lungs in a way that i totally wasn’t expecting. i’m not sure why it’s happened but i’ll take it. i took it all in, inhaled as deep as i could. it was a rare treat to be able to breathe freely. i’m so sick of feeling stifled. for once, i’d like to exist unencumbered, relieved of the usual weight of my day to day. i’ve come to expect it. still, i’ve never been able to accept it. too tired to do anything about it, really. feeling like my insides have been coated with tar. i think it might be time for a cleanse. i’ve meant to tidy up my life many times before. breathing freely is a perfect place to start.