this morning #1031.

this morning, it was up to me. she cursed & cursed. left it in my hands, threw up hers & went off to work. she was done debating. should i actually go through with it? is it in our best interest to be the first on our block to own one? i mulled it over over a cup of green tea. glanced at the emptiness out behind our home. just think…if i take the plunge & get us one, we’ll get to BE the joneses. everyone else will have to keep up with US. it’s a prospect that’s way too exciting to pass up. i grew a pair. put on a pair of pants. prepared to leave the house. let’s do this. no more dawdling. we’ve dreamed of a backyard hot tub for most of our marriage. today is the day for me to finally pull the trigger.