this morning #854.

this morning, the spectacular collapse was coming up fast due to my craptacular lapse in judgment. i’m man enough to admit that i’d done screwed up big time this time. she didn’t have to tell me twice. she did though. in fact, i’d lost count of how many times she’d brought it up. if this wasn’t the last straw, it was definitely one substantial enough to break a camel’s back. so so many straws, all piled one on top of the other, ready to topple over & bury me deep beneath. when we’d first met, she’d fallen for my sense of adventure. almost a decade later, my constant dance with danger just stressed her out. it was safe to say that, for me, the real danger came from having to change my ways.