this morning #779.

this morning, the only thing that could be done was for me to turn & run. it really didn’t matter which direction i headed. when it comes to toxic clouds, proximity to said toxicity is ultimately the issue. get as far away as possible & then recalculate. this particular cloud came down from some guy i’d gotten involved with without doing the right amount of vetting. now i was betting i had twenty-four hours before he learned that i’d spurned him. if i was being real with myself, i had no idea how he was going to take this turn of events. there hadn’t been enough time to get a sense of what his true intentions were. if they were at all like the type of car he drove, he probably wanted to dominate me.