this morning #775.

this morning, rocking my camouflage janis joplin tee & a sensible pair of shoes, i had nothing left to lose. unfortunately for me, nothing don’t mean nothing if it ain’t free & i was definitely going to pay for what i’d done. maybe not today. maybe not tomorrow. one fine day i would finally pay. for now though, i felt absolutely fabulous & was trying to just live in the moment. at the moment, that was all that mattered. i wasn’t at all concerned that somewhere out there, out where dreams come true, someone’s dreams would soon be crushed because of my actions. it would be ok. my own dreams had been crushed time & time again. i was keenly aware that failure was key to cultivating character.