this morning #743.

this morning, absolutely everything ached. 60% outside. 40% inside. this phase of aging made for some creative contortions. at the moment, i couldn’t recall my growing pains. despite that, i’m certain that these present pains are the exact inverse of those. no known growth going on at all. all a part of the start of the slow shrinking, a day-by-day physical & mental decay that’ll eventually end in my demise. i guess if i change a few habits here & there, i’ll be able to delay the decay by a little bit. as my body & mind keep slowly breaking down, hopefully the ache won’t always play out like this. i’d hate to waste the rest of my time in desperate decline.