this morning #738.

this morning, the thick layer of ice was starting to melt off of my lies & as the heat in our home continued to rise, it was clear that everything would soon be exposed. all my untoward actions had been frozen in time for quite a while now. it wasn’t like i’d forgotten about my infidelity but i felt like i’d dealt with that part of my life, compartmentalized it. i suppose i should’ve seen it coming though. numbing oneself to the sins of the past is no way to deal with your demons. now all that was left for me to do was just wait for the conversation/confrontation to arise. my wife definitely didn’t fuck around when it came to topics such as my fucking around.