this morning #600.

this morning, submerged in steaming water infused with oils & petals, she was far removed from the usual confusion of life. while she was trying to stay calm & in the moment, she couldn’t recall the last time she actually went to the sauna & it was driving her nuts. it’d been so long since she felt safe enough to go to one that she could barely picture it. lately, safety was in short supply & she needed to maintain sway over her surroundings. the thought of being with a bunch of strangers stressed her out. saunas were supposed to do the opposite. alone here in her bathroom, while there was some chance she’d find peace, there was zero chance that she’d get an airborne disease.