this morning #471.

this morning, she knew she had blew it through & through. a soft static seeped into her thoughts, scrambling the message as she tried to sit with that fact & accept its impact. she’d waited far too long to make the right move & as a result, her dawdling delay had now given way to radio silence & miles between her and the man she’d built a life with. it wasn’t the first time that something like this had happened but she was certain it would be the last. her reluctance towards the idea of growing old with him had grown old for him. she just wasn’t sold on spending the rest of her life with one person. now she’d get a chance to see how that played out.