this morning #15.

this morning, there was sparkle & shine. the weekend was here & the weather was fine & the time to be boring had passed. she commanded her kitchen, coffee & pastries & lorde & eggs & bacon. there was nothing to worry about. nothing. she kept telling herself that. calm calm calm. there were a million things to do but a million seconds ahead of her. it was early. no reason to worry but a thousand random thoughts about how it might all go. by the end of the day, there were boxes to be checked, a buffer day to make it all better, a realization that reason was reasonably come upon. the morning would be bright. the afternoon would be panicked. the evening would be dark.