this morning #2044.

this morning, it was hard to accept this was not a sign from on high. a burn on her bagel in the shape of a heart. clear as day. showed up right when she was about to give up. screamed KEEP GOING. subliminal hope. one more shot. she never really wanted to abandon her pursuit of love in the first place but almost all of the signs she’s received prior to this burnt heart have largely been in the form of confusing life lessons. heartbreak hotel. it’s become a bit much. draining. nobody wants their life to be one long, ongoing quest for affection. she snapped a photo of the burn, said a quick prayer & then bit in. started with the charred part. chewed slowly. consumed her possible future. it tasted pretty bitter.