this morning #1998.

this morning, it’s clear that he’s gotten under my thin skin. reasonably so, i suppose. what a jerk. look! you can see right through my epidermis! he’s wriggling around like a tapeworm under there. i feel so exposed knowing that he knows most of my deepest secrets. dark & otherwise. if he should choose to use one of the darker ones against me, i’m screwed. 99% sure he wouldn’t stoop to that level. from what i’ve heard, he’s fine but there’s always the possibility that he’s secretly bitter & opts to go rogue. i guess i could send him a preventative message just in case. make certain that we’re cool despite the way things ended. then again, i’d hate to put the very idea in his head. ugh. maybe it’s best that i let things rest instead.