this morning #1959.

this morning, he kissed me twice & while it was a rather nice way to start my day, i certainly didn’t react like it was. as soon as it hit me that he was still here & i saw the look of expectation on his face, i knew i had to make a decision. instead of addressing the situation head on, i made a strange sound & leapt up out of bed. hurried off to the bathroom to have a quick heart to heart with my mirror self. been here before. just last week, in fact. in that instance, i told that man that he had to leave. i needed my space. waited. braced for the backlash that never came. he just said “ok” & left. i guess i could do the same today. this guy seems different though. seems safe. maybe there’s no harm in letting him stay.