this morning #1802.
this morning, after cybil’s still-unexplained four-hour absence yesterday, the vibe in the camp was stiff. long pauses. choppy conversations. cybil acting as if everything was ok while we wondered if things really were. i couldn’t find a good time last night to bring it up, so i’m still in the dark as to what’s going on. maybe i’ll bring it up tonight. in the end though, if she doesn’t want to address it, we’ll just have to accept it & move on. there’s a bunch of work to get done over our final ten days here. should we be worried about her? sure. we can keep an eye on it but even i don’t know her well enough to press her. ultimately, we can’t let whatever’s going on with her get in the way of the work. i know. that sounds totally cold.