this morning #1586.
this morning, after talking with the guys last night, i’d again decided that it was time for me to figure out a new approach to the whole jenny thing. a few days ago, the plan was to forget about her all together. by burying it in the ground, i’d gotten rid of her sweatshirt in a dramatic fashion. in no time at all though, i’d returned to my old ways. despondent. sorry for myself. thinking that there must be some way to make her like me again. we’ve been friends for forever, after all. last night, the guys convinced me that i can’t go on like this. no more letting her dictate the direction of my life. i’m a pretty cool guy. some other, way nicer girl will see that & when that happens, she’ll treat me the way that i deserve to be treated.