this morning #1583.
this morning, after running into the track coach & having to confront the repercussions of my actions last summer, my mind dropped down into a daze for the rest of the day. made a bunch of dumb mistakes. wanted to say something to someone but knew that’d be foolish. i’d kept my secret so far. no need to bounce my feelings off of a friend & end up putting my freedom in jeopardy. no need to question if i’m guilty of anything. i’m not. that guy broke into our home. he’s the guilty one. B&E with a weapon that he stupidly left behind. all i did was chase after that coward. even tried to save him when he slipped off the cliff. nobody’s found him so far. pretty sure that, as long as i can keep my mouth shut, that fact won’t change.