this morning #1406.
this morning, i turned on the shower & walked away to do a few quick chores while the water warmed up. watered all the plants. filled up the cats’ bowls. threw a few foodstuffs in my lunch sack. sustenance for all. headed back to the bathroom & reached my hand in to test the water. nailed it. perfect temp. i’m like a freakin’ shower whisperer. i’ve learned just how much to turn the knob & just how long to wait before stepping in. now, as i stand sufficiently satisfied under the spray, the world feels completely at ease. right there on the edge of heavenly. the lungs are opening. the blood’s flowing through much smoother. i’m not moving from this spot. at least not until i feel safe enough to take on the day.