this morning #1341.

this morning, i wrote “LOVE” over & over again. covered the front of my notebook with the word. added a bunch of cartoon hearts. thought to myself that, by putting the word out into the universe, i might be able to manifest magic on this most romantic of days. a few of my friends already have girlfriends. i’ve yet to be so lucky. i wish i had some girl to give flowers & chocolates to today. “LOVE.” my mom tells me one day it’ll come. says it can’t be hurried. says i’ll just have to wait. says it don’t come easy. she said something else but i forget what exactly. maybe listening to her advice is the issue. maybe i need to ignore her & be more forward with these girls. maybe by next year i’ll get there.