this morning #1113.

this morning, the absolute truth was that i knew that i was doing my absolute best. it didn’t matter that my best was insufficient though & i saw no way to rectify the situation, so i’d started searching for an exit. questioning whether i need this stress. why would i keep grinding away at the issue if i’m not getting the desired result? truth be told, i’m not sure what the desired result is but that’s not the point. at some point, cutting my losses is the clear-cut smartest decision. right? again, i’m not sure what losses i’m experiencing but once again…that’s not the point. you’re probably asking the same question that i am right now. what IS the point exactly? if i figure that out, i’ll be sure to let you know.