this morning #1110.

this morning, i’d decided that it was in my best interest to be the first to arrive at the office so i left the house an hour earlier than usual. usually, i couldn’t be bothered to even be on time but recently, life had been quite dicey. despite my best efforts, the disarray continued apace. i needed to get on top of things. set them straight. retain what little of my dignity that i could, starting with this morning’s big meeting. i wanted to seem prepared for once. get in early. go over my notes. make my mark. the universe had other plans for me though & i spent two hours in traffic on 93. got there way late. completely missed the meeting. i should’ve known better than to try to control my own fate.