this morning #1108.

this morning, it was finally time to decide if it was high time for me to step aside or if i still had a few more miles in me. forty years is a hell of a long time to be doing most things. in my case, making it through my forty years was all but unfathomable. so much unnecessary misery in the interest of what? making money? for whom exactly? for the first ten years that i was at the helm of the company, i was single. eager. hungry. work was my everything. why not? my mission was clear. drive profits. i was aces at it & off of that initial success, i got another thirty years of control. they never even tried to push me out. i should thank god for that & get out now. pushing my luck is more my style though.