this morning #1036.

this morning, i was supposed to meet her for brunch but i just couldn’t do it. there was just no way. my body ached all over. on monday, when we’d made the plan to meet, i had so much hope for my immediate future. that was before wednesday & thursday & friday joined forces to stomp all over our saturday plans. i sent her a “sorry, sis” text. almost immediately, she gave me a “c’mon, sis” call. asked me what i got into last night though she already knew the answer. asked me if i was okay though she already knew the answer. reminded me that, no matter how i was feeling, i needed to eat regardless. i swore up & down that i was sorry. i needed to go back to sleep. i’d make it up to her one day.